Tuesday, November 29, 2005

tow 2,197 words

Usually I am freaking out that I don't have enough to write for papers. Well this time I am sooo out of space. I have 2,197 words out of 2,500 I am allowed for the J560 paper. And I still want to write, about, well 1,000 more or so! See that is why I heart my blog! I can write as much as I want, or as little as I want (see yesterday's post). So, instead of writing my paper here I am blogging. Honestly I am kinda sick of the paper. I still have to read the darn thing over. I mean do I really want to read 10 pages of my bs? Sigh, I kinda have to.
It is really pretty outside. It has been snowing for a while. When I have time I'll take some pics. I think I am going to Milwaukee this weekend. Well I have to go home, I am so sick of Madison and classes right now I need a break. YaY for breaks. Also YaY for the Black Widow I am going "song happy" these days.
Now for some random goodness...

Me: What is in a clam chowder soup?
My friend: You mean besides clams?!

Me: Who said meek shall inherit the earth?
Rachel: Well, according to the Bible, God!

Maryam: I am a U.S. citizen, there are a billion people India waiting to marry me!

Even though Gelisols have low NPP, they sorte most of the world's organic carbon

"there is not much doubt that if every woman in the last hundred years had acquired a good husband at the age of twenty --and kept him alive and well for the next thirty or forty years-- there would be no Woman Movement today. The world has ever been a fair place for women happily married to good men whom they love. That is every woman's inherent need, the normal and ideal way for her to satisfy her human instinct for happiness, usefulness and achievement"
--Edward Bok, Editor of Ladies Home Journal, 1912

You must know - surely you must know that it was all for you... I would have to tell you, you have bewitched me body and soul and I love and love and love you. And never wish to be parted from you from this day forward.
-- Mr. Darcy. Pride & Prejudice (the movie!)

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Sunday, November 27, 2005

tow my first real American Thansgiving

I am back from my lovely vacation. Men it was a long ride from Madison to Northfield, Minnesota. As I mentioned before the lovely Manderfeld family (that would be my roomate Rachel's fam) invited me over for Thanksgiving. Since I could use a vacation and I wanted to meet her family and I wanted to have a Thanksgiving dinner I accepted. I of course documented my journey through pictures. But one thing that is not in the pictures is the movie we went to see. I finally got to watch Pride and Prejudice. Oh my, I think I am in love with the movie, I was already in love with the book. What a story, what great scenery. I can't wait to see it again with Yasmin. Ehehe, what can I say, I am a sucker for good love stories. Allright, on with the pics, as always the rest is at: http://www.flickr.com/photos/kelebek

We left Madison around 1:00 PM. After driving for a while we took an exit and went to a gas station (bathroom + food break)
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Angie drove halfway. She got a bag of Doritos and Pepsi

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Rachel was looking for this book halfway through the journey. The other half she was driving (and I was sleeping) so she quited down then. I think she bought some water and pretzels.

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Mm, Subway. I ended up getting a veggie one, because come on people am I really going to trust meat from some random truck stop. I also tried Coke with lime, tasted awfully like regular coke to me!

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Here are the lovely family whom I shared this wonderful dinner with. Mrs. Manderfeld really went all out for the dinner!

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Aaah, Rooster love. Rachel and I "went to town" to go to a coffee shop. This statue was there! I couldn't resist the picture.

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Rachel and the rooster share a private moment...

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Now that is the good life. A cup of coffee, a blanket, and a cat on your lap when it is snowing outside. The cat's name is Tom. He scratched me twice!

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This was taken right before we left for Madison in the kitchen.

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Rachel & Angie

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How can I resist Hi-fiving a Hot-Dog that says "HI YA" to me?

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Rachel couldn't resist either!

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"Goodbye Blue Monday" Coffe Shop in Minnesota. According the Rachel it is "the" coffee shop in Northfield! I dunno why I look kinda weird, could it be lack of caffeine?

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After driving for about 3 hours, we decided to take a break. Neither of us have been to Wisconsin Dells before so that's where we went. I forgat what this restaurant was called, but they had damn good shakes. I got a chocolate one, and Rachel got blueberry (I think?!)

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The Jukebox was playing Christmas songs. Weird.

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Umm, Rach hun you might want to keep those eyes open when you are driving!

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Yes, that is a giant pink elephant wearing glasses sitting at the parking lot of a gas station in the middle of nowhere! The gas station dude said it has been there for 33 years. That is one old elephant.

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Isn't he beeeetifuuuul?

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M-I-S-S-I-S-S-I-P-P-I River.

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And this was the view from where I was sitting for pretty much entire ride back home!

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This was such a pretty sun set. I wish I had a better camera to do it justice!
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Wednesday, November 23, 2005

tow tuba on state street

You gotta love Madison, and State Street. Too bad I didn't have my camera. I heard the first Christmas song of the season. It was on State Street. I was "Jingle Bells." A guy was playing it on a, get this, a tuba!!! I guess it is officially Holiday season. Let the insanity begin. On a side note I saw two people wearing flip flops. No, not sandals with socks. Freaking flip flops with no socks. Both had jackets on. Here is a general announcement to my fellow UW students, when you take out your Colombia, or North Face out of the closet because it is 20 (-7) freaking degrees outside, place your flip flops in that space and take out some shoes. I think people wearing flip flops irrate me more than with the sorority girls with their Uggs. Shudder!
My Black Widow finally arrived!!!! Whooo hooooo, a new toy. This should make the trip a lot more fun! I did say it before right? I am too lazy to check, but I am leaving for Minesotta tomorrow. YaY!
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Monday, November 21, 2005

tow soil science test

I took the soil science test today. It actually went pretty well. Does anybody want me to tell you all about the twelve soil orders? Like, oxisols are the most weathered, ultisols the second most weathered. Eheh, if you are dying to know more, e-mail me. While I am waiting for your e-mail I'll sing the Antigo Silt Loam song. What is Antigo you ask? It is the official state soil of Wisconsin. If you are from Wisconsin, tsk-tsk on you for not knowing! Here it is:

Antigo, a soil to know
Wisconsin's crops and livestock grow:
and forests, too, on Antigo:
and forests too, on Antigo.

On other news, despite my begging Alex will discontinue the beloved Get Extra Credit comic of his. So grr at him for that. Another grr at him for not even leaving a comment after I write an entire post dedicated to his blog.
I am getting ready to leave for Minesota. I am going to have, according to Rachel's mom: "A real American Thanksgiving." Hmm, as opposed to what.. a Turkish Thanksgiving? Hmm, I actually haven't heard any "eating Turkey" jokes yet. YaY! I'll take lots of pics of Minesota. Last time I went there I only had my cellphone's camera so no decent pictures were taken. Ugh, that is a really passive sentence.
I shall go now to do work on my history paper. 10 pages, by next week. Anybody want to write about coverage of Women's Sufferage Movement in the Ladies' Home Journal? Anybody? Sigh, I better go!
Oh, before I go. I found a picture of me and my grandma. It is from May 2002. i've been told I look like her. Do I? That is my brother in the background, drinking something --how shocking!


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Sunday, November 20, 2005

tow Alan Rickman

Alan Rickman rocks Dobby's socks off!
Finally today I got to watch Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire. Squeal, squeal, squeal. I can't wait to go see it again. It was awesome, the best Harry Potter film yet! YaY. Alan Rickman was amazing as Snape!

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I think this was one of the funniest scenes in the entire movie! Alan Rickman, perfect as always, as Snape

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Cedric Diggory. Cheek bones that could cut through glass!

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Rita Skeeter was PERFECT! Just like I pictured her.

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"Murder me now Harry" Poor Ron in his dress robes

Then my friends, Yasmin, Mona, Amber and I got together. We watched Sense and Sensibility. Again of course the ever lovely Alan Rickman, as Colonel Brandon. So good! Amber never seen it before, she said she loved it. Am I developing a crush on Alan Rickman? Hmm, something to think about!
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Here he is playing Colonel Brandon. What do you think? Well, you gotta hear his voice before you make a decision though!
Today was pure fun. But tomorrow is going to be just work, work, work. I have an exam on Monday, so I gotta study till my brain hurts.
Sigh, I want to see GOF again, and probably one more time. Who's with me?
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Saturday, November 19, 2005



25 REASONS WHY "GET EXTRA CREDIT" SHOULD LAST ONE MORE SEMESTER
1. It is the best drawn comic on the Daily Cardinal Comics Page
2. Sam & Max have about a zillion more countries to travel
3. If they don't travel to those countries they'll fail and not graduate
4. Sam just started wearing shoes
5. Max is such a quirky character, we need more of him
6. If you start something, you should finish it
7. The comic has sooo many potential story lines
8. The comic artist gave us so many plot material, those needs to be tied up nicely
9. It teaches the fans foreign languages
10. There would be one less link on my blog
11. The subliminal messages in the comic are so much fun to read
12. Sam & Max need to go to Turkey and meet the "sewing book" guy
13. It is so entertaining to read
14. Sam is the only comic character, that I know of, who has a nose ring
15. When the artist does stuff in color, it is such a treat to look at
16. Blogs. The artist has a blog. Blogs are awesome
17. The comic is going to be replaced with Sudoku
18. A zillion other newspapers have Sudoku puzzles, none has Get Extra Credit
19. The fans wants to see comic representation of the countries Sam & Max were going to go
20. Doesn't "Comic artist" sound better than "I was a comic artist once but I quit my comic in the middle of the story and left my fans hanging?"
21. The comic has fans, biggest one being me
22. Kelebek will cry the first day of Spring Semester when she opens up the Daily Cardinal with no Get Extra credit on the lower right side
23. Quitters never win, Winners never quit
24. Kelebek will lose her self-given "Number One fan status"

I can go on and on. But it all comes down to this:
25. PRETTY PLEASE WITH A CHERRY (OR ANY OTHER FRUIT YOU LIKE) ON TOP DON'T QUIT DRAWING GET EXTRA CREDIT!!!

Tell Alex how much you love his comic here: http://getextracredit.blogspot.com/

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Wednesday, November 16, 2005

tow brother's birthday

I happened 11 years ago today. I got off the school bus and walked through the garden gate like I do everyday. But there was something odd. The house lights wasn't on. I wondered where had everybody gone. I opened the outside door and walked in. As I was taking of my shoes I saw a sign pinned to my house's door. In capital letters it said:
ABLACIGIM BEN GELDIM
IBRAHIM FURKAN
Meaning, "My dear sister, I am here. Ibrahim Furkan." I fumbled with the keys and rushed inside to find my dad waiting for me. My brother was finaly here! I remember immediately calling my best friend, Pinar, to tell her the awesome news. My dad ordered lahmacun for me. After I ate we took the bus to the hospital. We didn't have a car back then. On the way we bought a few newspapers so my brother would know what happened on the day he was born. When we finally got to the room my mom was in I could hardly wait. I hugged my mom, who looked exhausted because she had a C-section (cesearian). The nurse brought him in. He was so tiny all wrapped up in blankets.
That is the story of how I first saw my brother. My mom wouldn't find out the gender. So I did't even know I was having a brother until I came home that evening!
I created a set of pictures on flickr of my brother. I don't have a lot of digital ones, but if I have time I'll try to scan his baby pictures at some point. You can see them here: http://www.flickr.com/photos/kelebek/sets/1390768/

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IBRAHIM FURKAN !!!

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Monday, November 14, 2005

tow facebook

Here are some random things that I put up in my facebook profile at some point or another. Learn more about facebook here: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Facebook.com

Come on, come on
Turn a little faster
Come on, come on
The world will follow after
Come on, come on
Cause everybody's after love
--- Shrek 2 Soundtrack

Q: What is brown and sticky?
A: A stick
--- Get Extra Credit

"You're a prefect? Oh Ronnie! That's everyone in the family!"
'What are Fred and I? Next door neighbours?"
--- George Weasley

"Just because you've got the emotional range of a teaspoon doesn't mean we all have."
--- Hermoine Granger

"Kelebek you are like a one person amusement park!"
-- Rachel (My roomate)

"If men can run the world, why can't they stop wearing neckties? How intelligent is it to start the day by tying a little noose around your neck?"
-- Linda Ellerbee

"I think, therefore I am single"
Lizz Winstead

"The more I know of the world the more am I convinced that I shall never see a man whom I can really love. I require so much"
--- Sense and Sensibility

I love deadlines. I like the whooshing sound they make as they fly by.
--Douglas Adams

Me fail English? That's unpossible.
-- Ralph Wiggum

Why Are You Worrying about You-Know-Who?
You SHOULD Be Worrying About
U-NO-POO -
the Constipation Sensation That's Gripping the Nation!
-- Fred & George Weasley

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2 days till my brother's birthday!

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Sunday, November 13, 2005

tow family visit

"Her geldimizde bu filim oynayacak mi?"
That would be my dad asking my mom if this movie would be playing everytime they come to visit me. What movie? That would be my mom trying to clean and organize my room and me screaming/begging her not to. My room is fine the way it is, thank you very much! She just doesn't get it that I live in my house and she doesn't have a say on it! Grr. But she did end up washing up our dishes, so YaY!
I think I am going to get started on my paper tomorrow. We are meeting for our final project tomorrow too. I am kinda excited to do an audio story on the press conference, which sucked basically. Spinmeisters have nuttin on us investigative journalists. YEAH!
If you like Harry Potter check this article out (click or copy-paste): "Severus Snape: One teacher's hero" http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/9959467/
8 months till my birthday...
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I've been a bad, bad girl
I've been careless with a delicate man
And it's a sad sad world
When a girl will break a boy
Just because she can
Don't you tell me to deny it
I've done wrong and I want to
Suffer for my sins
I've come to you 'cause I need
Guidance to be true
And I just don't know where I can begin

What I need is a good defense
'Cause I'm feelin' like a criminal
And I need to be redeemed
To the one I've sinned against
Because he's all I ever knew of love
-- Fiona Apple




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Friday, November 11, 2005

tow with you

I woke up in a dream today
To the cold of the static / and put my cold feet on the floor
Forgot all about yesterday
Remembering I'm pretending to be where I'm not anymore
A little taste of hypocrisy
And I'm left in the wake of the mistake / slow to react
-- Linkin Park

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Thursday, November 10, 2005

tow no class

I love it when class gets cancelled! Well, it is not exactly cancelled, more like rescheduled at a later date. We are supposed to attend a press conference by the students in the Strat Comm department. How exciting, yawn!
I have Iraq sticking out of my ears. Ever since I decided to focus my thesis on war blogs all I've been doing is reading about Iraq. I suppose it is a good thing because honestly before this I had no idea how little I actually new about the history of that region. It is a shame, considering I grew up in Turkey. But it is not like they teach you current stuff like that.
I did manage to finish my article and turn it on time. Well, a day late, but still it is finished! Now I gotta start working on the final project, business story, and the ever lovely research paper for history of Mass Communication. YaY, well no not really.

And now for some laughs, if you do get the reference ten bonus points!

"Why yes Brain, Harrison Ford WOULD look a lot better if he shaved his head and grew a moustache! But then again, chocolate pudding does taste better on Tuesdays..."
Muzammil

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"Just because you've got the emotional range of a teaspoon doesn't mean we all have."
-- Hermoine Granger, in Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix

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Wednesday, November 09, 2005

tow anatomy of a story

It is one in the morning, I have a story to work on that was due yesterday, and I need a break! So I decided to update my blog. YaY! So here is what I got done so far:

Maryam Razvi is a sophomore at University of Wisconsin Steven's Point. Her memories of her school years include digging up earthworms, punching holes in the sides of her bookreporst and tying ribbons through the holes to bind it, studying the Qur'an, and looking at leaves under the microscope.

Nadia Darwish is a seventh grader in Madison. She spends her school days doing math problems from a Singaporean textbook, playing with her two-year-old sister, volunteering at the Islamic elementary school, and preparing for the weekly meetings of her reading club.

The educators of Razvi and Darwish aren't typical teachers. They don't teach at typical classrooms. And they definitely do not follow conventional curriculum.

Razvi and Darwish's teachers are their mothers. Mrs. Razvi and Mrs. Darwish use their homes as the classroom, and their daughter's interest as the curriculum.

Ok, me go write some more!


2:17. I can't type anymore. Here's the kinda finished version. I didn't run a spell check or read it over yet. I'll probably post the complete version tomorrow.
extra credit to people who find the two words that aren't spelled right:

Maryam Razvi is a sophomore at University of Wisconsin Steven's Point. Her memories of her elementary and middle school years include digging up earthworms, punching holes in the sides of her book reports and tying ribbons through the holes to bind it, studying the Qur'an, and looking at leaves under the microscope.

Nadia Darwish is a seventh grader in Madison. She spends her school days doing math problems from a Singaporean textbook, playing with her two-year-old sister, volunteering at the Islamic elementary school, and preparing for the weekly meetings of her reading club.

The educators of Razvi and Darwish aren't typical teachers. They don't teach at typical classrooms. And they definitely do not follow a typical curriculum.

Razvi and Darwish's teachers are their mothers. Mrs. Razvi and Mrs. Darwish use their homes as the classroom, and they let their daughters' interest determine the curriculum. They chose to home school Razvi and Darwish rather then sending them to a public school.

Home schooling is a growing trend in Wisconsin. According to the Departmant of Public Instruction's data the number of home schooled students rose from 14,539 during 1984-85 school year to 21, 034 in the 2003-04 school year. This is a 33 percent increase. During the same time frame the public school enrollment rose by 1.2 percent.

This trend doesn't surprise Mrs. Razvi at all. She said, "[W]hen I started 15 years ago things were just brewing at the time. There is general discontent among specially educated parents regarding the system all the way from formal education, to morality, values."

Nadia didn't feel content with her education and the educational environment she was in either. " One time they had a holiday party, a non-Muslim holiday party," she said. "I spent the whole time just sitting outside the classroom."

Mrs. Darwish pointed out that Nadia instigated the idea of home schooling. Mrs. Darwish said, "[Nadia] felt that she no longer liked the atmosphere of the public school. She started getting pressures that she didn't like. It was also among the time when her friends started to dress differently, talk about boys. Nadia never felt comfortable with these things."

Razvi recalled that she used to get similar reactions from people when she told them that she was home schooled. She said, " One of the main things people think is that, 'Oh my gosh you keep your child at home they are going to learn no social skills, no idea how to communicate with people, they are not going to have friends.' But it is not like that at all if you home school in the right community." Razvi and her other home schooled friends used to have activity nights every Thursday.

Darwish and her friends have a reading club. The members meet once a month to discuss books, and twice a month to learn about the prophet's lives. They also go to field trips. Nadia said one of her favorite field trips was when they went on Bascom Hill to draw State Street when she was learning about perspective.

Darwish and Razvi are able to have great deal of freedom on what they learn because of Wisconsin's liberal home schooling laws. The parents need to fill out a simple form promising to provide basic instruction to their children. Submitting a curriculum is encrouraged, but not required.

For Darwish learning could occur anywhere, even when they are driving in the car. Mrs. Darwish said, "We talked about patterns formed in the sky and how that is related to the tessellations that we learned in math, how that related to social patterns that we see in life, we related it to the reasoning that was found in the Qur'an, and relate it to the rest of the life. You wouldn't get that in school."

Razvi is studying to become a math teacher. Darwish said that she might become a lawyer, a teacher, or a pediatrician.


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Sunday, November 06, 2005

tow eid photos

I got back to Madtown today and after my nice nap I am ready to blog! This is going to be a short one because I have twenty gazillion more things to do!

Our House
My lovely brother and I at our house. He is almost as tall as me, MasaAllah!

Me
My brother took this pic. I told him to take a picture of me, but it ended up being our dining room. That leather recliner in the background is mine, but my mom never knows where to put it so we left it there.

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This is a pillow at Amber's house, where we had the girls party.

The girls
This was the first wave of girls, the rest joined after we went out to eat. But most of us didn't have our hijabs (basortu, headscarf) on, so no pictures of the actual party was taken. Leave no evidence.

The restaurant
Here's us at the restaurant. The picture was taken by one of the waiters, I think she wanted to show case their beautiful glasses!
Leaning on the counter, left to right: Amber, Me, Yasmin, Mona, Sara
Standin on the back, left to right: Ayesha, Myra, Sarah, I forgat her name, sorry!

I watched Wallace & Gromit with my brother. I was a big fan of the short movies, it was great seeing them on the big screen. YaY. Cheese!

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Lord Victor Quartermaine: I want...
[lowers voice]
Lord Victor Quartermaine: ... toupee.
Wallace: Oh, yes, of course. We take cheques or cash
Lord Victor Quartermaine: No, you idiot. My hair is in there.
Wallace: Oh, no, only rabbits in there. I think you'll find the hare is a much larger creature.

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tow gurnee mills

"One of the leading tourist attractions in the Midwest, located between Milwaukee
and Chicago. Over 200 stores." That is where I went today, the Gurnee Mills with my family. I thought it might be fun because I haven't gone shopping in ages. I thought I could get a few nice tops, and a pair of shoes if I was lucky. What I forgat is that how tiring and annoying shopping is. I have a knee problem called "osgood schlatters" ever since I was younger. It is Elhamdurillah, much, much better. But if I stand up or walk for long periods of time, it starts aching --bad! On top of my knee ache the place was insanely crowded. When they say over 200 stores, they mean over 200 stores! I was ready to go home after tacking the first 10! After a while I got so tired I had to sit down and people watch. Now, that was fun!! There were a ton of Amish people, which surprised me because, I have limited knowledge and exposure to the Amish life and I thought it was weird to see them bashing in the glory of the finest examples of capitalism! There were a lot of Muslims, to quote Rachel, in their full Muslim get up! There were the aunties of course with their jackets on top of their Shalwar-Kameez! I ended up sitting in front of Starbucks. Man, the line was doubling outside of the darned store. I am sorry but their stuff is not nearly good enough to wait in life for 15 minutes! There were also whole bunch of people dressed in black shirts, black trousers, and black ties. I think they were with the navy because some of them had sailor hats. Rachel suggested that they could be neo-nazis. Hmm, who knows! I ended up getting into an argument with my mom. For some reason she doesn't realize that I am 21 freaking year olds and I can choose what looks good on me!! We separated and I shopped alone. I did end up getting a nice top, a new stuffed Eeyore, and a really cute Eeyore mug! I really much rather have spent the day in my bed reading or doing something more productive.
I love my dad for getting me the digital voice recorder I've been wanting for the longest time. Clickty over here to see this beauty. I was lucky enough to find an "open item" at Best Buy so it was $10 discounted. I can't wait to use it for my next article!! YaY, I ♥ my dad!
The girls eid party was awesome!!! We went out to eat first. I swear that was the bet Thai food I ever had in my life. I am getting hungry just by thinking about it. At home we had whole bunch of different music. If you know me, then you know that I can't dance. But I put all shame aside and danced away (well more like jumped up and down with no rhtym!). I did learn one move, hard to describe though. At one point there was a loud knock on the door. We all freaked out and ran to the back room because most of us didn't have our headscarves (hijab, basortu) on. Turns out they weren't there to complain. They said our music was awesome and asked if they could join our party. Ehehe, umm, no!! I do have I think one picture I'll post it when I get home tomorrow.
I am going back to Madison tomorrow. Ugh, I have sooo much to do. I am going to start a to do list when I get home. Right now I just want to sleep. My dad is going to sleep too, and he needs me to stop clicking on the keyboard... Oh I missed my home!
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Hadi kelebek ne zaman yatacaksin?
-- Babam

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Saturday, November 05, 2005

tow blurry

BLURRY
Everything's so blurry
And everyone's so fake
And everybody's empty
And everything is so messed up
Pre-occupied without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl

You could be my someone
You could be my scene
You know that i'll protect you
From all of the obscene
I wonder what you're doing
Imagine where you are
There's oceans in between us
But that's not very far

Can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well ya shoved it in my face
this pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well ya shoved it my face

Everyone is changing
there's noone left that's real
to make up your own ending
and let me know just how you feel
cause I am lost without you
I cannot live at all
my whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl

You could be my someone
you could be my scene
you know that i will save you
from all of the unclean
I wonder what you're doing
I wonder where you are
There's oceans in between us
but that's not very far

Nobody told me what you thought
nobody told me what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
told you when to runaway
nobody told you where to hide
nobody told you what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
showed you when to runaway

This pain you gave to me

You take it all
You take it all away...
This pain you gave to me
You take it all away
This pain you gave to me
Take it all away
This pain you gave to me
--- Puddle of Mud

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Thursday, November 03, 2005

tow Bayram!!

Yarin bayram, erken kalkin cocuklar!!! Herkezin Ramazan bayrami mubarek olsun!
The Eid is tomorrow. Eid Mubarak everyone! Do I love exclamation points or what!!
Check out the awesome banner ever talented Alex made for my lovely blog! Ehehe, now other people want t use it too, but remember people, you saw it here first. Thanks Baliysiteriri, wish I had some sort of talent that you didn't have so I can do you a favor. Can ya think of anything?!
Unfortunately I won't be able to attend the Eid prayer, I have to go to my J335 class which I can not afford to miss. I think the MSA girls are having an eid party in someone's house. I gotta figure out where the heck it is, I have no sense of direction. Hopefully I'll be heading out to Milwaukee on Friday morning. Sigh, I might not even get to see Burcu or my boyfriend all dressed up adorable in his new eid clothes...
Have a blessed Eid!
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