Thursday, March 31, 2005

tow cleaning kick

Me and my two roomates were on a cleaning kick today! I cleaned the bathroom and did the dishes. My roomates took care of the fridge and the freezer. Now you might wonder, the fridge that is no big deal. Well we found some stuff the previous roomate left in the freezer, as well as stuff from one of my roomate's exes mom! We went through three 20 gallon garbage bags!
Here is Ashley tackling the fridge. Note the newly organized freezer!

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We did find some pretty gross stuff on the back of the fridge. But the worst thing we found was on top of the fridge! Here is the pic, I dont' think it need a caption. We think it is some kind of bread rolls Rhea cooked, but who knows really!

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I did have a good day today overall. I got an 80 on a J202 paper. And I found that I will most likely be granted another remission at UW -Elhamdurillah!!! Also to my glee I discovered the wonderful calendar function of Microsoft Outlook. I was using Yahoo! Calendar for a while, but it took forever to get entries in. Well now I am in love with Outlook. I tend to go overboard when I am organizing. I made lots of to-do lists, put events in the calendar, wrote some notes. Okay, Okay I know I am easily amused!
Today the weather was so beautiful. It was warm and sunny like a spring day. I seriously wanted to skip on the sidewalk. But I should have known nice weather like that in Wisconsin would equal a thunderstorm warning. And that is exactly what happened. I grabbed my camera and took some pictures of the skies. I am not much of a romantic but I do like rain. I think it is because I am a water sign (cancer, yengec) I am so drawn to water. Anway, here are some pics I took.

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My camera isn't that great, and plus I am not much of a photographer but I wanted to remember this day... it brought back memories from all over the place... I remembered sitting in the living room couch when I was in Turkey and waiting for the rain to come. I lived on the first floor, the living room window directly looked into the front yard. Our yard had cement in the middle. I would watch the light gray cement turn darker with each drop that hit on it. At first there would be a few drops. I would watch which drop dropped to an unmarked spot. Than it would speed up and paint the whole yard dark gray. I remember being by the lake and watch the huge lake swallow the weak droplets greedily... I remember Karamursel... I remember standing on the rocky beach of Lake Michigan and looking at what I thought was my future... I remember jumping in to water puddles... I remember getting caught in the rain wearing flippity floppities... Sometimes memories really do over take me...
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Monday, March 28, 2005

tow long list of random thoughts

so here I am sitting at one of my fave coffee shops, Steep & Brew trying to get some reading done. my mind is jumping around from thought to thought. I managed to get kinda far in my reading so decided to start typing a new post. so here are some random thoughts. If u read it all I promise a reward!

*my latte finished, wish I had some more
*I really should use the bathroom, but I dont want to leave my laptop alone!
*Man, I really should have not worn my hoodie its so warm
*I should dig out my flippty floppities (flip flops, terlik) incase the weather decides to stay warm
*I can't belive Badgers lost
*fear is an immediate emotional response that is typically of relatively short duration, but that may endure, on occasion for several hours or days, or even longer
*Wonder if blockbuster still has that deal on 2 for $20 on previewed DVD's
*Was I not supposed to watch something today on TV?
*Daily Cardinal covered the most important events (compared to that certain other student publication that decided to dedicate half a page to badgers losing -umm hello! a UW profesor is accused of sexual abuse of a 14 year old. Hmm, which one is bigger news here?!)
*I should call my mom
*Crap, I can't belive I forgat that I had to go to the extra credit study thingy (but ins going tommorow!)
*Apperantly there is no gyro in cairo -the song playing right now
*Am I ever going to catch up on these readings?
*When do I need to start this diet business again?
*I still gotta copy Tina's notes
*Why did Coocoo move her nest to the bottom of her cage?
*MMMM, Matt Damon...
* I would argue that this is a priming effect. When I watched the Bourne Supremacy the schemas related to Matt Damon were activated, and now I won' t shut up about him!
*This lotion smell is starting to get on my nerves
*Should I get my butt to Cardinal office to copy edit?
*Both of my lenses fell out of the frame today
*Oh, gotta buy toilet paper
*Why are the two people behind me sitting at one chair together?
*Why do I care about that?
*There was an earthquake in Indonesia, sigh I hope and pray there wont' be Tsunami again
*Wonder if Aidah felt the earthquake?
*Jennifer aniston files for divorce. Eh, they looked too good together neways
*Uuuh, I have Ramen Noodles. I love ramen noodles
*Crap if i start diet, no more ramen noodles
*do I really need to lose weight?
*I should change my rings
*merak ediyorum rastlasacakmiyiz gunun birinde her hangi bir yerde?
*where are my flippty floppities?
*its going to be 8 pm in two minutes
*I think I have some apples at home
*I should go to library to get the rest of the reading done
*But I don't feel like walking
*I have to return Macid Bey's VCD
*My mom wants to watch Vizyontele, I should ask him if I could borrow tht too
*I finally returned Eser's CD's
*Have to email a gazillion people
*Crap, the internship deadlines coming up
*Why didn't Elliott write back? I swear he doesn't want me to get the scholarship.
*Ok its eight time is up, me go back to reading.
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*its 8:40 and m baq for 20 mins
*the2ppl sitting on one chair are still here, and still sitting in one chair
*a girl w/ a laptop is tryingto connect to Wi-Fi but not ving much luck
*I will be so happy when i get up-to-date w/ my J565 readings
*only one more left!
*I gotta empty the box i brought home
*The dishes should really be put in the dishwasher
*coocoo is leaving today
* i think ppl sitting in one chair needs to get a room-SERIOUSLY!
*M gna walk to college library. I think change would do me good.
*but than I only ve one more to go, I should stay here
*ehhe, I think I developed a schema for guys wearing cargo shorts-thanks to bourne supremacy. Its been getting primed a lot today, since the weather is warm and there are a zillion dudes wearing cargo shorts
*I think i've been here for more than 3 hours
*ehhehe, the girl tht coudlh't connect is packing her stuff angrily and left her latte behind too
*I like Candan Ercetin
*Finally one chair ppl have left -eheh probably to get a room!
*Do I really have to diet, I was enjoying eating whatever I wanted
*Wait, does this mean I have to give up my latte? Even if its sugar-free syrup, the milk has 12g of carbs per cup, and considering I try to consume under 30g a day. Yeah looks like I am gna have to. GRRR!
*the coffe dude just came by and asked if the internet is working. yes it is mister, tht girl was just outta luck!
*uh, a cute guy came upstairs to check if the router working here. Yup it sure is now come sit where I can see you. :P JK ppl don't freak out on me now!!!
*Oh no, they say number of ppl dying could reach 2000 in Indonesia
*Pakistan won the second test against India. No, I am not obbessed w/ cricket. I just used to have a friend who was OBBSESSED with cricket, and it seems I do care about it now. Believe it or not ppl I spent a day in the library studying cricket so I can learn what it was.
*Hmm, wonder what he is up to.
*No I don't
*3 minutes till its 9
*I am gna finish this reading and go home.
*still gotta finish copying the notes
*I missed Steep & brew cofee, they should open a store in Milwaukee
*What is up with the "soaring Mein Kampf sales" in Turkey?
*Uh tht is a very cute shirt tht girl has on
*I want some peanut M&M's.
*I think I am addicted to peanut M&M's
*I got J565 lecture tomorow
*Yolver ofken yorulsun. Sonra korkma, goster gonlun goster gonlun gorulsun hosgor ruhun sevinsin
*I should email macid hoca and ask him if he could bring the VCD to class
*But tht means I gotta wake up earlier than usual
*Ugh, I hate mornings, I really really do
*Times up gotta go finish Bryant and Thompson Chapter 19 on minority portrayals
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*OK everybody, mini wave in celebration of me!!!
*I finished the goal I set up for myself for the spring break
*Gna go home and finish copying notes
*Hmm its almost 10, maby I should go copy edit at cardinal
*But I am too lazy to walk there
*Moleculer Transportation -bildigimiz isinlanma olsaydi iyi olurdu
*Ehhee, I've been here so long I swear someone is going to kick me out!
*Ugh, the dudes infront of me eating something really smelly.
*This is a coffee shop not a restauratn
*THe only smell I want is cofee people
*Ok 4 more ppl joined em
*Good thing I am done.
*Me go now
*Did anybody read EVERY SINGLE SENTENCE
*If you did leave me a tag, I'll send u a thank you an e-card congratulating you on your sucess!

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Posted at 9:30 PM
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Saturday, March 26, 2005

tow guest writer-burcu

hey hey heyyyy.. hehe burcu's here. First off i would like to say hey peeps how uuuuu doin???? hehe I'm staying over at Kelebek's house today. 1 because i missed her sooo sooo much and 2 because her spring break is almost over and mine just started and i get to be mean and tell her that she's gotta go back to school. hihihi i'm just kidding people jeez i'm not that mean. hehe. Well i'll tell you guys about how our day went. I came over and we played with coocoo for a little bit. well me and my sister. Then we ate good pizza. i'm telling you people this was some good pizza no lie really hehe. Then around 8:30 we went to Barnes & Nobble and looked at some magazines and had some expensive but cheap tasting coffie, mocha, frapatchino, cappachino....??? Kelebeeeekkkkkkk kiz what did we have?? lol well what ever one of those 4. We left there around 10:30 and went to Pick'n Save for some junk food. Came home around hmm 11. and watched a movie while we ate our junkiees. Now our movies done and i'm writing about it :). Oh and we just took some pictures Kelebek will put them on the blog in a little bit after i'm done. Thats ifff i ever get done. She keeps asking if i'm done yet. No girlfriend im nooooottt. Hmmm what else should i write. Oh yeah we looked at some gross pictures. No people i'm not exzadurating ( i kno u guys like the spelling hehe just don't coppy me) it was reallllyy gross. But Kelebek's getting frustrated cuz she wants to read what i wrote. Should i be really mean and just post it write away without letting her read it... hihihihi well well welll naahh i wanna live i'm too young to die. plus we're going shopping tomorrow can't miss that hehe. OK people i think i talked to much for today. I'm gonna have to end it. I know i know u guys don't want me to but i have to. Plus i should be getting paid to do this common now hehe jk. I'm out adioooossss buh bye hadi selamlar :)

*Burcu*

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there is burcu typing what you just read! and behind her is the couch I am about to sleep in! and what she's sitting on is where she's about to sleep in

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MY BOYFRIEND!!!

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my boyfriend and me

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burcu & kelebek
bff!
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Posted at 2:52 AM
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Wednesday, March 23, 2005

tow pics from milwaukee

"time is fun when you are having flies" said a frog! I do agree, but unfortunately for me the time is flying and its really no fun. I have so much more reading to get through. Its not just the reading part. I have to read and answer questions. I don't have to answer the questions, but I got a C on the last exam so I really want to prepare for this one. Kohls (my mom's fave department store!) had a sale so I had to wake up at 7:51 A.M. and go shopping with her. The sale was 70 percent off, and my mom had a coupon for 15 percent off on everything, so we got lots of good stuff pretty cheap.
Yesterday was the anniversary of the SECOND year the bombing started. Read bout it in a blog that is rapidly becoming my favorite, Baghdad Burning It is the blog of a Iraqi Woman living in Baghdad. She writes canditly about the war, policies, and everyday life in Iraq. And yes, it is in English -flawless I might add! So go read it!!!
I finally got around to uploading some pics! so here they are.

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Small part of my eeyore collection

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CooCoo, the hamster I am hamster sitting for

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my brother and I, at my favorite couch of the house

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my brother at what used to be my room. All the books belong to him, all the eeyores are mine!

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my lovely mom. every one says I look like her!

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Thats me sitting on the steps of the front porch. so, do I look like my mom?

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Monday, March 14, 2005

tow more photos

ehehhe, sorry kizzzz, i coudln't post yest. I was so tired i passed out before ten. Can you belive that! Today I didnt' take a nap obviously cuz I got 10+ hours of sleep the nite before. Today i went to J202 lecture, we took our second to last quiz, whoo hoo. I also went grocery shopping today. Cuz i had almost no food left to eat. i bought myself this really nice cream from Bath and Body works. smells gives me headaches, but this one smells really nonheadachy. now i am at library doing some assigned reading, gna wrk on my ppr later.
Here are some more pics from the culture nite. These are all copyrighted. Big thanks goes to David Hansen for letting me use them on my blog. If you want to see the rest they are at his Web site

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This is us during the Fashion Show

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Leaving the stage after strutting our stuff

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We are laughing after hearing Alex describe the song "as suggestive" to the audience

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I think this is by far my favorite pic. Look how enthusiastic we all are singing, you can also see the spoons in action!

Again, thanks to Mr. Hansen for these pics!
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Saturday, March 12, 2005

tow culture night pics

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This is us practicing clapping the spoons & singing 8:30 in the morning. can you see that i am not happy to be there?!

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Our group singing "Meseli Daglar"
I am the one in the farthest right

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L-R: Susan, Macid Bey, Alex "Ahmet", Me, Rachel "Deniz"
Middle: Selin

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Me, Derya (our lovely teacher), and Rachel

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These are the kiddos. Aren't they adorable in their Turkish clothes?

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Rachel (wearing one my scarves) and Me

I have been promised more pics by Macid Bey, so stay tuned!
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Posted at 5:14 PM
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Friday, March 11, 2005

tow meseli daglar

Whew, the culture nite was yesterday! It was a blast. I had such a good time watching all these diff asian/ southeast asian cultures. I got to see dances, listen to songs and poems. So it was great.
Oh wait, what am I forgetting? wht about the song you've been writing about the past week i hear you asking. yes, we did sing! even more we had to participate in a fashion show, which was not wht we signed up for. so this is how the day went down. at 8:30 in the morning we had our final practice. rachel called n wake me up when she got to my apartment and we went to practice. now if u personally know me, than you know i am NOT a morning person. so i was crabby and tired. but i still managed to participate. i took the bus to my next class w/ my friend. got done w/ class and came home around 11:30. i was planning on napping till 1:30, cuz my next class was at 2:30. Well when I opened my eyes again, my room was dark. I sat up thinking "wait did i miss the event? is it night? is the next day, morning?!" than i looked at the time on my cellphone realizing it was 4:10! crap! i thought, than got ready. than rachel said she can come pick me up. we went to Union South (thts where we were having the performance.) Rachel and I got changed into our lovely Turkish outfits. Unfortunately I don't ve the pics emailed to me, so I'll present you w/ Alexe's description of wht we looked like "kipkirmizi olmussunuz" meaning we were head to toe red. i'll post the pics u can judge for urself. than Macid Bey (the Turkish teacher) decided he wanted Alex to bring his "ney" (its a turkish instrument) so rachel, me and Alex walked to his apartment to pick up the ney. we were walking in the snow, it is kinda thought to do wearing shalwar (salvar, them loose pants type pants) rachel and I were practicing our "Meseli Daglar" song. When we were walking back we got a call saying we have to come back quick cuz we had to be in the fashion show. So we pretty much ran back to Union South. I guess you'll ve to wait till i post pics our outfits to picture us running in the snow in our shalwar and winter jackets. I bet we looked pretty funny. (alex, rachel: the dude singing the "on bir ay" song is Yasar.)We made it in time to strut our stuff on the stage. Than we had to wait till Seppi showed up (he was taking a test so he coudl'n come until later). Our big moment came around hmm i think 7:30. Now I might not exactly be objective, but I think we were the best act! We sang the song without a hitch, clapped our spoons in unison, and looked awesome all around. most importantly rachel & I acted seriously. we got big applouse too. the rest of the night we watched the other acts, ate real good food and hung around the Turkish table. after the performance me and alex walked to the lib. i had to wrk on two pprs due and alex was wrking on his senior thesis. damn, i think he gotta write like 70 pages minumum. he said it was somethig about Turkey entering EU will be good for economy, i think i don't remember it word for word.
hmm today was not tht fascinating. i had the infamous writing lab for 3 hours. i am working on this informative story thing. writing a feature story about some gun law suit issue. than i got home, took a nap of course! Daily Cardinal meeting, which the staff was required to "come with suggestions, praise and most importantly, how much you think Alex and I suck." (quote from Nathan, our managing editor) i thought it was an intersting meeting. and for the record I don't think neither Alex nor Nathan sucks, but on the other hand a certain news editor sucks!!!!!!!!!! whole f*cking semester I do one, one, ONE f*cking story. grr, don't get me started on tht. after tht i went back home, got some food. now I am at the college library, supposedly catching up on my J565 (effects of mass comm) class. ok, me go do these readings. I am like God, 3 weeks behind. EEEEK!
oh almost forgat, I got a new picture of my boyfriend!!! burcu u rock girl! here he is, now tell me how can anybody not fall in love with this little guy? say MasaAllah!!!
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alex: is it the shoes?
rachel: did u put the kabash on?
tina: elliot can be a stay-at-home dad!
tayfun: your birthday is coming up!!!

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Saturday, March 05, 2005

tow fun & bzy day

I think who ever said, be careful what u wish for was very wise. I ve been complaining about having boring days. Well today I was out non stop since 8 in the morning. Right now its 12:33. I'll summarize the high points.
On march 10th there is going to be a culture night. The Turkish students are going to be performing a song too. Somehow I agreed to help out and sing with them. Now, I have no vocal abilities whatsoever. But I figured it would be fun, and I know most of the people in class. We are singing a really fun turku, turku is like Turkish folk song. And we get to do this cool thing with wooden spoons, kinda hard to explain but u pretty much hold two spoons in a special way and clap em together, it sounds cool. Me and Rachel (see pic of her in previous photo, she's fluent in German, and now she's learning Turkish!) were having too much fun. I "attacked" her with my spoons. I think it would be a good idea to keep us away from each other when we really are singing. I am kinda nervous when I found out there is going to be around 300 ppl. Wish me luck ppl! i hope somebody takes some pics, I would love to post pics of me embarssing myself. After practice, Rachel, Alex (also turkish student, and my FAVE editor! :), don't ve pic of him thou), and I went out to get some lunch. In the morning I had very large amounts of cafeine, I was already hyper when we were practising, and I became really hyper when we were walking to get some food. Ehehe, I grabbed Rachel by the arm and we went skipping down Van Hise (a building!). I was thinking Alex would pretend like he doesn't know us, but he started skipping too. We finally decided to eat at Mediterian Cafe. When we were eating Alex told us tht when he was in turkey they gave him the name "Ahmet" So we decided to get a Turkish name for Rachel. After long deliberations, we finally settled on "Deniz" (which means the sea in Turkish). Well I felt left out, and I wanted an American name. Suggestions included: Sara, Molly, June (or was it April, Alex?!) and Stella. Finally Rachel and I agreed on Lilly. Alex didn't agree, but until he comes up with a better suggestions, my "official American name" is Lilly! I am a total sucker for lillies anways. They are GORGEOUS and smell so so nice!!! After lunch we went to Walgreens (its kinda like a mini mart). Rachel got some hair dye (as u can see in the previous pics she has black hair, her natural color is blonde thou, she looks pretty either way! :) Alex got toothpaste and shampoo. I was horrified to see a bottle of shampoo for $10.49. I mean seriously, almost 11 dollars for shampoo? what, does it have diamonds in it or something, sheesh! Anway, after tht adventure we walked down State Street. I think by this point Alex had enuf of Rachel and I, so he went back to his home. Ehehe, can't blame him for leaving, we are a handful to deal with!!! He did say he would read my blog. Unfortunately my tagboard is not cooperating, so I dunno if he was here. Incase he's reading "Hi my FAVORITE editor!!!" Rachel said she would read it too, so... "MERHABA DENIZ!!"
ehehe, good thing u left Alex, otherwise we would ve dragged u into a vintage store! We had a good time looking at clothes from old eras. I even tried a green 70's dress on. There is so much stuff there, so much history. I was fascinated. I fell in love with this baby blue suitcase from the 60's. I put it on hold. I might go back and buy it I guess.

I got home, got ready to go to my friend, Yasmin's house. Amber picked me and two other girls up. We had a good time there too. We watched Malcolm X. I was impressed with Denzel Washington's acting. I am in love with Yasmin's kids!! they are so so so adorable MasaAllah. I was wresting with Ibrahim, he's i think four something. I also got to play with Rahma too!! We also had some homemade pizza as well.
And now here I am typing all this up!! Going to pray now and pass out. I gotta work real hard this weekend. I have this take home essay exam for my South East Asia history class. I have to write six page essay on I think Dutch colonialism in the Indonesia versus US rule in the Philipines. Considering I missed 4-5 classes, and only done half of the required readings, it is going to be pretty though. So be my guest in feeling sorry for this poor girl!!!
Finally two things tht made me laugh today.
Me: PDQ's are everywhere.
somebody in the car: What does PDQ stand for?
Me: Pretty Damn Quick, I think.
A'laa: Really? I thought it was something like, Petrolium Dairy Queen

"Flushing the buffer" <-- The writing on the display screen of the printer, sounds dirty doesn't it. LoL!!!
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Thursday, March 03, 2005

tow boring day & ashura party pics

*YAWN* what a boring day!!! nothing interesting happened. dont' believe me? i think you will when i tell you the high point of my day was eating a slice of cheesecake!! so, I won't bore ya with anymore with my boring day.
Thnx to Jess for emailing me the pics of the ashura party we had I think a week ago.

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Left to Right: Rachel, Jess, Me!
looking at her camera on the left is Derya.

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Rachel & Me. I have no clue wht we were talking about!

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Jess & I being silly!

Jess, kiz! You rock for letting me post this!!!

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synergy?



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